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I Hate You.

Dec 20, 2008, 3:38:11 AM by ~xox-nae-z-bum-xox
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / General Non-Fiction

One thing I definatly hate,
Is the fact that I love you.
I cant stop.
You are a drug.
That I can't stop taking.
You are addictive.
& I cant help it.
I've tried to stop loving you,
But the need for you just gets stronger,
as every day goes past.
Thats what i hate
I hate you.
For being you.
For being the way you are.
For being nothing but perfect to me.
For being all I want.
But most of all.
I hate you,
For not being mine.

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Wrote in '08,
Forgave in '09,
Forgot in '10,
REmembered in '11.

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When I think of you, everything feels fine,
But then I remember, 2 is better than 1...
All I think is that I can no longer call you mine,
I have no energy, though all I want to do is run.....

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Cause all I see is you,
Smiling back at me,
Like you used to…

I can't go for a walk,
Cause those routes,
I walked them with you,
It would bring back painful memories…

It's hard to watch Disney movies,
Cause I watched some of them with you,
And all I can think about,
Is how it felt when you held me…

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Cause all I think of is you,
Your eyes used to watch over me,
And now the skies never blue…

I can't teach Buddy more tricks,
Cause the ones he knows are inspired by you,
And the way he looks at me,
Just reminds me of you…

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I Was Broken, But Now... Ever since you left me
Life seemed hard to bare
I couldn't get through the day
The only thing I could do was stare

Then I said goodbye to you
And off on a holiday I go
I met the best friends
Who didn't make me feel so low

They pulled me out of sadness
And made me laugh and smile
And they fixed my broken heart
And let me cramp their style

Some of the best friends I've ever had
I made within 10 days
I'll never forget the amount of laughs
Or their stupid and funny ways

When I was around them
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I laughed so very hard
I swear I couldve popped

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You're the Mark to my Roger
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You're the Sully to my Mike
You're the Tin Man to my Scarecrow
You're the Toto to my Dorothy
You're the Chad to my Troy
You're the Taylor to my Gabriella
You're the Chuckie to my Tommy
You're the Donkey to my Shrek
You're the Abu to my Aladdin
You're the Bart to my Milhouse
You're the Shaggy to my Scooby
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If the one I loved was a man, I could walk hand in hand.
If the one I loved was a man, I could boast about him.
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Cut, Cut, Cut Cut, Cut, Cut
Cut it all off
It drags me
Down
Down where no one is
Where they don't know
My story, name, lies

Cut, Cut, Cut
Cut your hair shorter
Get rid of the weight
It's dragging me down
Further into the dark
Where the mind
Takes control

Cut, Cut, Cut
More of it needs to go
The shorter the better
There is too much
Its getting heavy
It's already long again
Its gaining power

Cut, Cut, Cut
They say it is nice
That it suits me
Its destroying me
Eating me alive
Its getting longer again
Need to get more off

Cut, Cut, Cut
Its scalp length
But that is not enough
Control is lost
It takes over
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Dec 10, 2011, 12:30:17 AM by ~xox-nae-z-bum-xox
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!ITisVindicated Jan 4, 2010

oh god renae all these

s
THANK YOU
and a Happy New Year!

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We are one, after all,
you and I.
Together we suffer,
together exist,
and forever will recreate each other.
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

~xox-nae-z-bum-xox Jan 7, 2010

its ok marz!
hny to you too!~

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!ITisVindicated Oct 15, 2009

Thank you very much!

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We are one, after all,
you and I.
Together we suffer,
together exist,
and forever will recreate each other.
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

~xox-nae-z-bum-xox Oct 16, 2009

tis alright

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~xox-nae-z-bum-xox Oct 16, 2009

anytime marzz

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!XxPoeticLonerxX Aug 31, 2009

Thanks for the fave!

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!XxPoeticLonerxX Aug 31, 2009

Thanks again for the fave!

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!ITisVindicated Aug 30, 2009

thank you

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We are one, after all,
you and I.
Together we suffer,
together exist,
and forever will recreate each other.
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

~xox-nae-z-bum-xox Aug 31, 2009

for what darling marzz?

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!ITisVindicated Aug 31, 2009

for the

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and for everything else

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We are one, after all,
you and I.
Together we suffer,
together exist,
and forever will recreate each other.
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

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